Bother new year's

Today is New Year's Eve. Normally I would be gearing up for the annual party with nears and dears, but the problem is, that party is in Florida. And we were not able to get to Florida this year. We didn't go last year either. It's breaking my heart that I am not down there, singing carols, laughing with loving friends, eating too much chocolate, counting down with the ball on TV, drinking champagne, and losing at checkers. Normally I would be happy and excited and making resolutions now, but instead I am depressed, feeling alone, and ignoring the date. Resolutions never work out anyhow. I was supposed to celebrate at a friend's house here (we did last year), but they developed other plans. So I am spending the time at home. I'm going to bed early, and will ring in the new year in dreams. Bah humbug. Ok, it's not that bad, but I'm still lonely. Maybe I'll watch the new Star Trek again (I've watched it 3 times since I got it for Christmas). I'll try and have some fun. Food might help. I'm simply ravenous.


2010, eh? Hopefully this new year will bring some wonderful times.

 Happy New Year, and may God bless you, keep you, and bring you joy!